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The Blinding Light -  Blackmailing culture of Jehovah's Witnesses
 
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The puffer fish invasion. Threatening to ruin your reputation. Social blackmail.
Views: 1093 Apt215 Melissa Brown
THE BLINDING LIGHT - The Road to Privelege in the JW
 
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From 1979 - 2011 or so, I witnessed this in the JW organization, a people claiming to be spirit-directed by God himself.
Views: 1132 Apt215 Melissa Brown
Shepherding Calls . . .  When?
 
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Disclaimer: Each individual has his/her own experience as a JW. Likely there exists regional and cultural variations. So, I don't claim that my experiences represent everyone else's. Your story may be peculiar to you. We may have some shared experiences.
Views: 2545 Apt215 Melissa Brown
THE POWDER KEG  IN JW - THE BLINDING LIGHT
 
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This was the tip of the iceberg.
THE JEHOVAH'S WITNESSES: DISFELLOWSHIPPED FROM RUSSIA W/ LOVE
 
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it's taken me a while to think about the developments around the JW of Russia. I now have a response.
Views: 1085 Apt215 Melissa Brown
THANK YOU WATCHTOWER FOR WAKING POPLE UP - INADVERTENTLY
 
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People wake up for different reasons, right? Check this out.
Former JW Goes Public on YT: The Blinding Light
 
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The 4 Types of Exes: Which one are you?
Q TO EX-JW COMMUNITY - DID YOU KNOW? MINORS ARE PROTECTED BY CONTRACT LAW
 
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We could start a new fire with this. Millions are disfellowshipped or shunned once the awaken to TTATT. Here is munition for our cause.
THE BLINDING LIGHT - I'VE GROWN OLD WAITING . . .
 
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This was not supposed to happen.
Views: 1251 Apt215 Melissa Brown
Simon Says. Who is Simon?
 
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A short analogy using a game.
RERMEMBER THE CATHOLIC TRIBUNALS? A MODERN DAY VERSION
 
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Do you remember European History 101? It looks at the history of tribunals in the Catholic Church. Are there modern day parallels?
TBL - 2nd Part of Pioneer Sister Shows Me Her Fangs
 
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Presiding overseers wife (1990s) let's me know, a new member of her hall, W. Grand Blvd, that she doesn't like my spiritual tone.
Views: 3128 Apt215 Melissa Brown
THINKING ABOUT BAPTISM - T0P 3 THINGS TO KNOW FOR J-DUBS
 
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Top three things to know if you are thinking of getting baptized as one of Jehovah's Witnesses.
TBL - THE QUEEN BEE OF W. GRAND BOULEVARD CONGREGATION
 
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"By this all will know that you are my disciples, by the love you have among yourselves." John 13:35
Views: 1275 Apt215 Melissa Brown
"DO NOT REPLY" - FINAL TEXT FROM MY MOTHER
 
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How I lost my mother.
Views: 1571 Apt215 Melissa Brown
GOOD BYE - LAST BLINDING LIGHT - WRAP UP
 
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Final thoughts and summary.
The Culting Trifecta - TOP 3 Techniques for beating you down
 
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The mental beat-down used to make you holler uncle.
IS THIS SOMETHING YOU SHOULD DO?
 
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So, you left the cult, still working through emotions?
Why call it "The Blinding Light?"
 
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My background and personality set the stage for my being gullible to the faith of Jehovah's Witnesses.
OSTRACISM - JEHOVAH'S WITNESSES DURING THE SCHOOL YEARS
 
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There is a fundamental principle that leaves J-Dubs ostracized, especially during the k-8 years. Here is my take on it.
ST. GERMAINE - SOMEONE WROTE ME BACK (Something you should do?)
 
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This is a follow up to "Is This Something You Should Do?" video.
MISTREATED AND SHUNNED OVER . . . WHAT?
 
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Witnesses pride themselves on not pushing traditions of men, as if everything the WT requires soundly rooted in scripture, but that is not true as many scholarly ex-JW YTubers will show. So, I don't bother.
Views: 2691 Apt215 Melissa Brown
ANNOYING ASSUMPTIONS ABOUT DISSENTERS
 
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Do you know what I hate most?
AMAZING FACE - IMAGE CRAFTING AND DATING
 
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A Drama fever addict gets real with Asian American males.
Part 2 - FORWARDING CULTURAL DAMAGES
 
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The cult of state.
POST-SCRIPT TO THE TBL - (pART 2)
 
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Extraordinary women in the wrong organization.
THE REAL SCOPE OF THE WORK - NOT WHAT YOU IMAGINE
 
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In the 80s the WT boasted more than 200 lands and islands of the sea as their distribution reach. Lets say that has doubled? What does it mean?
POST SCRIPT TO THE BLINDING LIGHT SERIES (Part 1)
 
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Every life has guideposts and these were a few of mine.
Part 1 -  Forwarding Cultural Damages
 
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Culture and cults.
2017 - WHIITE COLLAR JOB LOSSES, TOP COMPANIES INCLUDED
 
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Just be willing to work and you'll be fine.
YOU WON'T BELIEVE THIS . . . WHAT A PIONEER SAID TO ME
 
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Sorry, this one has to have a part two, because it takes a few minutes to get to the main discussion. I keep them under ten minutes anyway.
Views: 7292 Apt215 Melissa Brown
The TOP things that rubbed me the wrong way - The BL.
 
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In under 11 min. I tell you the things that most disturbed me as I began my studies with JW. I was 13 years old, but had already a strong moral sense.
Views: 2320 Apt215 Melissa Brown
THE FINAL LETTER - THIS ONE HURT
 
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Many of you know that I wrote closure letters, but there was one family that I'd forgotten about - don't know how/why. Time, I guess. This one, I'm sharing with you. Enjoy. Comment.
BEHIND MY BACK - TRYING TO PUNISH ME FOR LEAVING
 
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Did you make a clean break? That's what you think.
Views: 1176 Apt215 Melissa Brown
The Great Day - The Great Delay
 
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Short discussion on belief.
THE BLINDING LIGHT - AIN'T NO LOVE LOST
 
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My experience in the various congregations that I attended as a young Jehovah's Witness.
WTF WILL YOU DO W/ THIS? (Open letter to AfrAms)
 
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PLEASE SHARE EVERYWHERE
AGENDA ONE: TRANS-G USURPATION
 
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Women's Spaces
CRIMINAL LAW, SOVEREIGNTY AND THE 2 WITNESS RULE
 
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The notorious two-witness rule is a deep stain on the organization of Jehovah's Witnesses. Here are some new points that I don't believe have been discussed yet.